Book review: The Emperor of Gladness by Ocean Vuong

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The Emperor of Gladness by Ocean Vuong is a poetic rendering. It is also a bleak story, both beautiful and sad.

The hardest thing in the world is to live only once. But it’s beautiful here, even the ghosts agree.

The Emperor of Gladness is set in the fictional town of East Gladness, Connecticut. Nineteen year old Hai stands on a bridge looking down at the river and contemplating jumping. He is interrupted by an old woman who threatens to call the police if he doesn’t climb down.

Words cast spells. You should know this as a writer. That’s why it’s called spelling, Labas.

The woman is eighty-two year old Grazina from Lithuania with mid-stage dementia. She demands that Hai come to her when he climbs down, and she adopts him. 

You see, carrots become bright orange because it’s so dark in the ground. They make their own light because the sun never reaches that far—like those fish in the ocean who glow from nothing? So when you eat it, you take in the carrot’s will to go upward. To heaven.

Hai moves in with Grazina and becomes her carer and friend. He also rifles through her medicine cabinet looking for medications to feed his addiction. 

The prisons and madhouses have locked them up, so you think you’re the only one out there losing your mind when in fact there are many like you, trapped in this supposedly free world of work and sleep and endless fucking cakes.

Meanwhile, Hai’s Vietnamese mother thinks he has gone to medical school in Boston. Hai continues this charade, calling his mother to give her updates on his studies, for much of the novel. As Grazina’s mental state worsens, Hai uses various role plays to assist her. Her delusional episodes make her relive distressing scenes from her escape from Nazi-occupied Europe.

It was one of those friendships that came on quick, like the heat on a July day, and long after midnight you could still feel its sticky film on your skin as you lie awake in your room, the fan blowing in what remained of the scorched hours, and realize for the first time in your peep of a life that no one is ever truly alone.

The Emperor of Gladness is about grief, addiction, despair, poverty, sadness and trauma. There is also an enduring hope in the friendship that develops between Hai and Grazina.

Book review: The Windup Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami

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I am a fan of magical realism done well. And I loved the oddness of The Windup Bird Chronicle by Haruki Murakami, translated by Jay Rubin.

I’m not so weird to me.

Toru Okada quit his legal job in Tokyo, making his wife the primary breadwinner. After they lost their cat, Okada seeks help from a psychic. Then his wife Kumiko goes to work one day and does not return. Okada is overwhelmed by the loss, but the psychics take an interest in helping him. They even start appearing in his dreams. The psychics also have a connection to Kumiko’s brother, a rising politician, whom Okada doesn’t like. After Okada’s wife disappears, he is forced to meet her brother several times. He does this in an attempt to find her and win her back. 

I realize full well how hard it must be to go on living alone in a place from which someone has left you, but there is nothing so cruel in this world as the desolation of having nothing to hope for.

Okada becomes fascinated by an old soldier’s story. The tale is about being thrown into a Mongolian desert well by his captors at the start of WWII. Okada decides to drop down into a dry well in the yard of a deserted house next door to think.

The point is, not to resist the flow. You go up when you’re supposed to go up and down when you’re supposed to go down. When you’re supposed to go up, find the highest tower and climb to the top. When you’re supposed to go down, find the deepest well and go down to the bottom. When there’s no flow, stay still. If you resist the flow, everything dries up. If everything dries up, the world is darkness.

Okada’s teenage neighbour, May, calls Okada Mr Windup Bird after the call of a bird he describes to her. They share a fascination in death, and this almost kills him when the teenager traps him in the well. While in the well, he has an out of body experience. This leaves him with a bluish mark on his cheek, a representation of the transformation he then undertakes.

I’d be smiling and chatting away, and my mind would be floating around somewhere else, like a balloon with a broken string.

Dislocation, alienation and nameless fears abound in The Windup Bird Chronicle. The story is an examination of both the challenges of modern life and the shadow side of Japan. 

Book review: Shooting Up by Jonathan Tepper

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Shooting Up by Jonathan Tepper is a memoir about growing up in the 80’s in a drug slum in Madrid. The story revolves around Jonathan’s father’s calling to try and help those living with drug addiction and HIV Aids. I was intrigued from the start. 

I lived in a household where god talked back.

Shooting Up tells the story of an unconventional family’s dedication to god, and their care and compassion for addicts. A cohort that is commonly shunned by society, but who became Jonathan’s friends. 

Theology, history and poetry books were the only things we brought with us to Spain. Forget Betty Crocker cake mixes, American candy and other things that useless missionaries bring.

Tepper’s parents were Protestant missionaries. His father found religion during a college LSD trip. When he was high, God told him to dedicate his life to Him, and he did. And as a consequence so did his entire family. 

Some American families travel on vacation to Yosemite to learn how Sequoias can grow to three hundred feet or how geysers spew boiling water. Our vacations were visits to drug rehabs to learn if junkies would hurl when they went cold turkey.

The Tepper parents and four blonde sons walked the slums handing out brochures to the local addicts. They also welcomed them into their home to help them. The family set up a progressive drug rehabilitation centre in the San Blas neighbourhood during a time when heroin was widespread, and HIV AIDS was on the rise. 

The most beautiful story anyone can tell is the story of your own life. What do you want to tell with your life? Do you want to live a life of fear and shame, or get off drugs and come with us and life a life of love and hope?

The story is told through the lens of a young boy. This perspective makes it even more powerful. Jonathan is trying to make sense of his parents’ devotion and the chaotic world around him that is just his normal life. In its telling, the memoir explores faith, love, loss, hope and resilience.

My father quoted from John 15:13: ‘Greater love hath no man that this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.’ The verse was nice, but the way I saw it, from that day we knew Raúl would take a knife for us. That was the highest thing you could say about a friend in San Blas.

Thanks to Jonathan for the advance copy. Tepper is a man I knew nothing about, but after looking him up I’m even more impressed. His upbringing meant he was largely home schooled, but he went on to became a Rhodes Scholar and author of several finance books. Shooting Up is an extraordinary and moving memoir and a very unique coming of age story. Highly recommended.  

Book review: If Cats Disappeared from the World by Genki Kawamura

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If Cats Disappeared from the World by Genki Kawamura is a short quirky novel translated from Japanese by Eric Selland.

 I wonder why people always expect from others things that they themselves can’t or won’t do.

After a visit to the doctor, a thirty year old postman discovers he has a terminal brain tumour. He’s a pretty pedestrian guy. He has few friends and is estranged from his father. He is out of touch with his ex girlfriend and lives with his cat, Cabbage. Cabbage gains the power of speech during the novel. 

Love has to end. That’s all. And even though everyone knows it they still fall in love. I guess it’s the same with life. We all know it has to end someday, but even so we act as if we’re going to live forever. Like love, life is beautiful because it has to end. 

The postman decides to make a bucket list. He arrives home to find the devil in a Hawaiian shirt sitting on his sofa. The devil is called Aloha and he has a proposition. He will grant the postman an extra day of life for each item he agrees that the devil can remove entirely from the world.

In order to gain something, you have to lose something.

The first object the postman selects is phones. No big drama. The absence of phones just seems to make people more engaged with the world. Clocks and movies are next. The postman uses his extra days to connect with people that have had meaning in his life. The agreement works swimmingly until Aloha suggests that cats should disappear from the world. Then the postman has to start weighing up the real value of his own life.

I don’t know whether I’m happy or unhappy. But there’s one thing I do know. You can convince yourself to be happy or unhappy. It just depends on how you choose to see things.

If Cats Disappeared from the World delves into themes such as grief and love. It explores what makes life worth living and the importance of human connection.  

Book review: Against the Loveless World by Susan Abulhawa

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Against the Loveless World by Susan Abulhawa is a historical fiction work about trauma (trigger warning). It is a tense, emotional and absorbing read. The story is narrated by a Palestine woman, Nahr, from solitary confinement. She has spent years in a small cement prison cell as a political prisoner. After a sympathetic guard provides her with pencils and a notebook Nahr begins to fill the pages with an account of her life.

I colonized the colonizer’s space of authority. I made myself free in chains and held that courtroom captive to my freedom.

Nahr and her family had been displaced many times. From Kuwait, her country of birth, Iraq, Jordan, and Palestine, her ancestral homeland. Nahr was subject to an arranged marriage at a young age to a Palestinian man who subsequently abandoned her. She was then tricked and blackmailed into becoming a sex worker by a women called Um Buraq. The exploitation gave her financial independence, but she also lost faith in love and men.

This was what it meant to be exiled and disinherited—to straddle closed borders, never whole anywhere.

Eventually Nahr traveled to Palestine to seek a divorce. Through her husbands brother she got involved with a group of young resistance fighters. This is how she ended up being locked in the concrete cube accused of being a terrorist. 

To act is to be committed, and to be committed is to be in danger.

Against the Loveless World is much more than a story about personal trauma and the violence of conflict and war. It is a novel about politics, displacement, the desire for belonging, gender, survival and love. A very powerful read.

Book review: The Proof of My Innocence by Jonathan Coe

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The Proof of My Innocence by Jonathan Coe is primarily a cosy crime mystery. There is also an element of political auto-fiction. Part of the story is set as Queen Elizabeth II dies. It also incorporates Liz Truss’s 45-day reign as British Prime Minister and explores why things fell apart. 

Any act of writing must also, by definition, be an act of selection; therefore distortion; and therefore invention.

After university Phyl finds herself back living with her parents and working in a Japanese food cafe at Heathrow, Terminal 5. Her ambitions to become a writer are not taking shape. That is until Chris, a political blogger and old university friend of her mother’s, comes to stay. Chris sparks an interest in cosy mysteries and auto-fiction for Phyl. 

How is someone like me supposed to survive in a world like this? Everything that defines me is unsuited for it. My passivity. My idealism. My innocence. I just don’t have what it takes

Chris is planning to attend a far-right conference as he is looking into a think tank hellbent on privatising the National Health Service. He is concerned about his personal safety. And has reason to be.

See it. Say it. Sorted

The conference is being held in a country house in the Cotswolds. It is complete with secret passages and a cast of extreme and eccentric characters who become murder suspects. Chris is murdered, leaving behind a cryptic note.

The presumption of innocence is now the presumption of guilt. The burden of proof is a travesty because the proof is often lies

Detective Inspector Pru Freeborne, on the cusp of retirement, investigates. Meanwhile Phyl is convinced that Chris’s death is linked to dead author Peter Cockerill. Phyl and Chris’s adopted daughter, Rashida, start their own investigation into his death.

You murdered a man to get what you wanted. You murdered another man in order to keep your secret safe. And yet the good fortune that it’s brought you still isn’t enough. You remind me of the people at that conference. Remaking the world in their own image and still not liking what they see.

The Proof of My Innocence is a complex story. Political plotting, a complicated whodunnit, gender and intergenerational issues. Even the title is constructed from homonyms.  Proof as in an early copy of a publication and evidence. And innocence as both naivety and a lack of guilt. 

Book review: Hudson Bay Bound by Natalie Warren

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I spent four days over new year canoeing around 50km of the Lower Glenelg River. It’s a wide, deep, slow-flowing tidal river. The Glenelg originates in the Grampians National Park in Victoria and snakes through Balmoral and Casterton. Then, it flows through the Glenelg National Park before doing a sweeping bend through South Australia. It returns to Victoria to join the ocean at Nelson. The river is lined by an impressive layer of Pliocene age limestone and ferricrete gorges. It also features national park inhabited by an abundance of wildlife, particularly birds and koalas.

The most challenging part of an expedition is committing to do it—accepting the unknown changes that will inevitably occur in you and around you. – Hudson Bay Bound

Upon returning home, I attended to some overdue maintenance around the house and bushfire season preparations. That season then arrived with a vengeance last week. Due to the extreme conditions and already active fires to the north, I cleared out on Friday. I don’t currently have animals to care for and I had somewhere to go so it was an easy decision. I did not return home until quite late after the cool change. Thus the late publication of this blog. 

We need to give rivers room to breathe, to protect and improve not only the water but the land surrounding the river, too. – Hudson Bay Bound

Our forested town on the banks of the Yarra River was spared again this time. My heart goes out to those communities that were, and still are, being impacted by the fires. I also feel very sad for all the animals and beautiful Australian landscapes ravaged by the fires. It’s going to be a long summer.

When in doubt, don’t think too much, and walk around the block in your hiking boots. – Hudson Bay Bound

Circling back to my canoe adventure. I have said before that when I travel I like to read something that has some reference to my journey. At the campsites on the Glenelg I dove into the memoir Hudson Bay Bound by Natalie Warren. Hudson Bay Bound tells the story of two young college graduate friends. They became the first women to canoe the 2,000 miles from Minneapolis to Hudson Bay, completing the journey over eighty-five days in 2011. 

Anything that wasn’t a basic need or a life-threatening issue wasn’t worth a worried thought. – Hudson Bay Bound

Hudson Bay Bound narrates the trials and tribulations of this journey. It describes the people the girls meet and explains what they learned about the population’s connections to the river. Hudson Bay Bound also touches on some of the social and environmental issues along the river. Their quest was inspired by Eric Sevareid and Walter C. Port’s wilderness voyage portrayed in the 1935 Canoeing With the Cree. A quick, easy read for those who like an outdoor adventure.

Book review: Sputnik Sweetheart by Haruki Murakami

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Sputnik Sweetheart by Haruki Murakami is a story about friendship, unrequited love and loneliness. The story revolves around three characters.

Why do people have to be this lonely? What’s the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?

The narrator, K, is in love with his best friend Sumire. The protagonist, Sumire is in love with Mia, a woman 17 years her senior who is also her boss.

We’re both looking at the same moon, in the same world. We’re connected to reality by the same line. All I have to do is quietly draw it towards me.

K and Sumire spend hours on the phones in deep conversation about life, desire, sexuality and writing. Sumire is an unconventional aspiring novelist. K is a solitary intelligent primary school teacher. K’s unrequited love roots a deep longing and loneliness in him.

Don’t pointless things have a place, too, in this far-from-perfect world?

The exotic Mui employs Sumire in her wine company despite her limited skills or qualifications.  Mui has no idea Sumire is infatuated with her. 

In the spring of her twenty-second year, Sumire fell in love for the first time in her life.

Sumire and Mui go on a business trip. They end up on a Greek Island for a holiday after a house is offered to them over the summer by a couple of gay men they meet.

A story is not something of this world. A real story requires a kind of magical baptism to link the world on this side with the world on the other side.

One night K receives a distressing call from Mui imploring him to get on a plane immediately and go to the island. It is something to do with Sumire so he goes without question.

Who can really distinguish between the sea and what’s reflected in it? Or tell the difference between the falling rain and loneliness?

This is where the novel turns into a mystery. Sumire has disappeared without a trace from the island. It seems impossible without anyone noticing anything. Enter magical realism.

Understanding is but the sum of misunderstandings.

Sputnik Sweetheart is a short, cleanly crafted, story about existence, identity, what is real and what is hidden. As is common in Japanese literature Sputnik Sweetheart is a simple story with plenty of depth.

Book review: Mother Mary Comes To Me Arundhati Roy

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Arundahti Roy’s memoir Mother Mary Comes To Me now ranks as one of the best memoirs I have read. 

She was my shelter and my storm.

Arundhati’s exceptional writing and story telling skills bring India alive on the page. And the story will resonate with anyone who grew up with a formidable mercurial mother whom they experienced simultaneously as confusing, hateful, loving and overbearing.

As I grew older, my very existence seemed to be enough to enrage her.

Mary Roy, a Christian from Kerala, was not a woman of her time. She married Micky to escape her parents, then left him when she found him to be an uninspired alcoholic. She calls him ‘a Nothing Man’ (he does return later in the story as a funny, lovable rogue). Mary Roy had a vision – big dreams, big energy, and she was a fighter. 

When it came to me, Mrs Roy taught me how to think, then raged against my thoughts. She taught me to be free and raged against my freedom. She taught me to write and resented the author I became

Mary settled with her two children, Arundhati and brother LKC, in Aymanam, a village in Kerala. Here she set up a school that would grow a reputation as large as the woman herself. Arundhati and LKC began to refer to their mother as Mrs Roy like all the school children.

Until the day she died, she never stopped learning, never stagnated, never feared change, never lost her curiosity.

The first part of the book contains Arundhati’s life before she became a famous author. It also contains the world that inspired The God of Small Things, the novel that made her a household name.

I left my mother not because I didn’t love her, but in order to be able to continue to love her.”

Arundhati’s mother escaped her parents by marrying. Arundhati escaped her mother by going to study in Delhi at the School of Planning and Architecture. This part of the memoir follows the author into adulthood and a creative life. It provides insightful descriptions of the socio-political environment of the day and Arundhati’s confrontations with the nation-state. 

I began to refer to myself as the Hooker who won the Booker.

As an adult Arundhati rises to become both a literary star and an activist. She rages against the status quo (not entirely unlike her mother) and is charged with obscenity and corrupting public morality. She loves India, but it has a love-hate relationship with her because she will not conform.

While countries were being invaded and rivers were being dammed, while the earth was spinning faster than it should and I was on trial for not behaving like a reasonable man, Micky Roy went missing.

In Mother Mary Comes To Me, Arundhati sours between capturing the minute idiosyncratic detail of those in her life and insightful political observations. Mother Mary Comes To Me is a memoir that reads like a novel. A beautiful, passionate, funny and insightful tribute to a force of nature.

If protesting against having a nuclear bomb implanted in my brain is anti-Hindu and antinational, then I secede. I hereby declare myself an independent, mobile republic. I own no territory. I have no flag.

Book review: Klara and The Sun by Kazuo Ishiguro

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I was out to lunch the other day and a friend spoke about their robot vacuum as if it were a new housemate. It had a character of its own and was not ‘just a machine’. As humans become more isolated and individualistic, our lives become more computerised. Do we impose greater meaning on this human-robot interface?

In the morning when the Sun returns. It’s possible for us to hope.

Klara and the Sun by Kazuo Ishiguro tells the story of the human-machine relationship. The story is from the perspective of an almost human android called Klara. Klara is a solar powered artificial friend. After a long time as a display in an android shop, she is purchased as a companion for Josie. Josie is a 14 year old girl with an unnamed illness and a dead sister. Josie warns Klara that there is something strange in her household. This comment sets up a creeping anxiety in the story. Hints are dropped about the nature of the strangeness but it doesn’t become apparent for some time what it is. The tension is heightened by the narrators limited and slightly naive perspective.

Yes. Until recently, I didn’t think that humans could choose loneliness. That there were sometimes forces more powerful than the wish to avoid loneliness.

Klara is designed to observe, learn, understand and serve her human. She is more than a friend – loyal, good and selfless. Klara also has the ability to learn about the emotional contradictions of humans. Yet, she also believes the sun has special powers that provide life giving nourishment. When Klara becomes increasingly concerned about Josie’s deteriorating health she seeks the suns help to heal her friend.

At the same time, what was becoming clear to me was the extent to which humans, in their wish to escape loneliness, made maneuvers that were very complex and hard to fathom.

The constructed world in which Klara lives is a hierarchical society of the ‘lifted’ and ‘uplifted’. The former have access to special privileges. And as one would expect, they are prone to be entitled brats. Klara’s charge Josie is lifted and more compassionate than her other lifted friends, perhaps due to her illness. Josie’s best friend and neighbour, Rick, is ‘unlifted’ and their relationship becomes something that Klara also protects and nurtures.

As I say, these were helpful lessons for me. Not only had I learnt that changes were a part of Josie, and that I should be ready to accommodate them, I’d begun to understand also, that this wasn’t a trait peculiar just to Josie, that people often felt the need to prepare a side of themselves to display to passersby – as they might in a store window, and that such display needn’t be taken so seriously once the moment had passed.”

As Klara learns to understand humans more and more, she seems to become more human herself. However fully grasping them always remains just out of reach. Though her observations do enable the reader to fully experience what she cannot. Klara observes, analyses and reports but the reader overlays meaning to connect the dots.

The heart you speak of,’ I said. ‘It might indeed be the hardest part of Josie to learn. It might be like a house with many rooms. Even so, a devoted AF, given time, could walk through each of those rooms, studying them carefully in turn, until they became like her own home

Klara and the Sun is a speculative fiction novel that explores what it means to be human, loneliness and love. Beautifully written with an eloquent subtlety that expresses complexity through simplicity.